Each day I wake up either from a night of horrific traumatically real nightmare’s which for the most part causes me to “drive over the bridge to hell” for the morning if not the entire day. The irony is that as soon as my eyes open every day I aim to take control of the day and drive over that bridge to happiness. The reality that remains most days is that there are constant thoughts throughout the day that have to be suppressed for the sake of those around you and even your own sanity. On a day to day basis that is a recipe for disaster when all we do is suppress. because those thoughts have to come out one way or another which is either consciously or subconsciously.